Friday, July 16, 2004

There's 1 thing in my life that i couldn't do w/o... F R E E D O M. Eversince i was young, my mom gave me all e trust & freedom so dat i grow up to be an independent person & i totally appreciate wat she did. I luv freedom, so much so i'm afraid of losing it. And i noe marriage is going to take dat precious thing away fr me. Dun get me wrong. Wan neva controls me. In fact he gives me all e freedom i wanted. I like e feeling of being in love yet not bogged down by love.. hehe dunno whether ya'll can understand. It's just dat being single gives u the freedom of choice. If i dun like my job& i find it too stressful, i can simply look for another one. But wat if yr family depends on u? Are yr kids going to starve for months? Ppl say when u haf kids, u can do anything out of love. Call me selfish. But i'm not prepared to make such sacrifices..
 
HMM.. dunno y i'm telling u guys all these.. jus came up in my mind..i tink i'm becoming a nutcase..

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