moving foward

Our dear fren, Urvi, is back from UK! Met up wif urvi for dinner at Sakura. Talked a lot during dinner.. & thanks AGAIN urvi for e dinner treat!! .. this generous gerl always blanja me.. i tell u, if i save up on all those money, 30 yrs from now, i'll be able to buy her a house! hehe.. anywayzz.. Urvi got me sum chocolates from there..I LURVE THE CHOCS!! BEEN EATING NON-STOP! After dinner, we just wander ard dat city hall area. Later we ended up at Starbucks & made our way home ard 8.30pm. I tink i quit at e rite time.. At least won't feel depressed sitting at home, in front of my pc, sending out resumes everyday. Can ask urvi out.. URVI! AFTER FINISH UNI DUN COME BACK HERE. S'PORE IS A FUCKED UP COUNTRY!!.. urvi's depressed having to come back here.. i truly understand how she feels..everytime i travel overseas, i wish i dun haf to return to s'pore.. The moment i reach s'pore, all e stress come back..haiz. It doesn't take far for me to realise how stress this place is. I dun even haf to go to UK.. just across e causeway, u can actually feel e diff. When i was in cameron last mth, i was so carefree.. For once, i dun haf to worry abt money, my limp hair falling, my body growing out of proportion.. i was so happy. I just wished e driver lost his way & we are so lost dat there's no way we are finding our way back to s'pore.. I do hope dat one day i'll be able to get out of this country. No competition, no worries... live everyday as it comes. Maybe live somewhere facing a beach or on a mountain.. Fuyoo power..Dun care if i will be a 2nd class citizen in other countries.. I'm ALREADY a 2nd class citizen in my own country..